Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Am I happy?

I am happy now...
not sure why...
It seems like a good thing to be

I could use a nap
just a few minutes of rest
I am eternally looking for rest
wanting to rest eternally
internally seething
externally blue hued

staring at flourescant light
going slowly blind
I am already deaf and dumb
the yearning to be ignorant
self depracating

I want to travel
anywhere has to be better than here
somewhere warm
warming to the core

no place is better than here
if I go then I'm there
cant escape yourself
cant hide anymore

I have no one to hate
so I hate myself
let me read the paper
watch the news
I am sure they can pour kerosene on my fire


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